Please answer these questions for me…
Why do I keep pushing people away even if I know they have good intentions?
Why do I ask too much even if I know I don’t deserve what I’m asking for?
Why am I so afraid of loosing when I know I can’t even win the battle I’m fighting?
Why when I think of happy thoughts I think about how we were before?
Why do I even wish about this when I know it will never gonna happen?
Why did I lie to you when I know I can’t get any benefits out of it?
Why did I make the situation complicated when I know I can make it simple?
Why did you change me, yet you changed me in ways you’ve never known?
Why do I admire you so much yet I’m not ready to open a new door for us?
Why do I like and hate you at the same time?
Why do I worry so much about the future when I can’t even handle the past?
And while I’m asking these questions,
Why do I have a picture of you in my mind?
– By Rhiana